There are a few days that are going along on this weird kind
of bumpy road. You are happy and satisfied one moment and suddenly you get
frustrated. There are only two possible endings to such a day. You either go
home, sleep peacefully or you take a grumpy face to bed, stare at the ceiling all
night.
I was driving on the same bumpy road today and something (not
important at all) happened that created the illusion of the road leading to a
dead end. While this analogy is very poor, it conveys the fact that I wasn’t
really jumping up and down with happiness on my way back home. I stopped at a
bakery to get bread.
You see, I, like most of the people out there, succumb to
the whispers of the pastries, the lemon tarts and the creampuffs etc. Usually I
tell the shopkeeper “one of this, two of that and on and on”. Everyone at home
likes all these sweet items. Its always nice when me and my sister divide
different pastries into halves so we can eat all the different ones without
getting full. It is all fun and bubbles you see.
But since I was having this not-so-happy day, I decided no.
Not today. No happiness from me for anyone. Not today.
I mentioned I like almost all things on the bakery counter
but doughnuts to me are like average. I eat them if anyone offers one and I like
them. But I have never really craved one. Today however this one doughnut caught
my eye. It looked like the sweetest thing in the whole shop. For some reason or the other I bought one. Just
one. I decided to eat it in the car. I had it all planned. I would eat it before I
reached home, throw the box in the garbage can outside the house and no one
will ever know about it.
Anyway. I sat down and ate it. To this date, I have never
eaten such a bad doughnut. The only doughnut that I craved for turned out to be
a letdown. This really confused me but then I realized that the taste had
nothing to do with the fact that I wasn’t enjoying it. Not having anyone to
share it with, made the whole thing pointless.
I am a firm believer of the theory that happiness is
happiness shared; otherwise it is just a passing emotion with no real meaning
at all. This bad doughnut reminded me just that. I kept smiling all the way
home, laughing at my own thoughts.
P.S if anyone at home is reading this, I am sorry. I think I
got what I deserved but I will make it up to you :)
P.P.S. Doughnut. Weird spellings. No? I started the article with “dohnut” but that didn’t
make sense. ‘Dough’ is clear but I don’t really understand the ‘nut’ part.
